Unexpected Answer

Yesterday I was having a chit-chat with my professor in college via yahoo messenger. Its been so long since we had a conversation. He is my professor in all my major subject. A quite silent and serious type, also, he is very fond of computer games and anime that's what I know about him.

While our conversation continues, there's one question that suddenly pop out to my mind. Its a question about relationship. Since its bothering me last month, I tried to asked him about it. Maybe I can get the answer or an idea that can make me satisfy. So, I asked for his opinion about:

Is there a need for lovers to be parted for years? Its not because they have to end their relationship but its just that the other one needs to do it.

He replied me with "For me, relationship = commitment + responsibility". I was surprised. I do know that once you've entered in a relationship, there should be a commitment and responsibility because once you've loved, you should be serious in handling matters with the one you really love. There's no room for playing each people's heart because it can leave a mark if you've hurt one.

Well, the reason why I got surprised was because, his answer was unexpected. I never thought that he would give me such a reply which holds a deep meaning. Its so odd for a man to say a winsome answer. In fact that time I was expecting something, that after asking him he would just ignore it or will log-off. I'm impressed yet still looking for a different idea that will satisfy me.

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Empty Pocket

After two days of being unhappy and a night shedding with tears, I am trying to get myself back into a very happy girl and full of confidence. I was hurt when my bf had forgotten the very special day we usually celebrate. Its totally unexpected! It's the first time that it happened. But I don't want to give it a different meaning. Undeniably, I became very lonely. But then I understand why he forgot it. He is very enthusiast when it comes to his work. Having two jobs at a time, it is possible that the situation will occur.


When I had a glanced at the wall, my mind suddenly plays back the memories I had with my father. It shows how happy I was during the time I was with him. I can still visualize how he became a very loving father to us, a caring husband to my mother, a good friend and brother to his siblings. I really miss the fun of being with him. I want to taste again his delicious meals and snacks he often prepared for us. Yet, life seems cruel, despite of that, I know there's a great reason behind it.

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February has ended, on the other hand, my pocket remains empty. I'm not paid off with my work for two months. The papers that are needed to process our salary, is not yet complete with signs of the signatories. *sigh* My debt is increasing, hopefully, I can receive it this week.

It was a great thing that I could save my P100.00 up to 7 days. Unlike before I usually spend my money in buying foods that cost P150-200.00 a day. Well, it truly had given me a lesson in budgeting my money.

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